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Poem - Dont Want To Wake Up

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Im laying in a dream
Dreaming of you
Dont want to wake up
And this sleep is overdue
I dont want to awake
If I do, it's just another day of ache
You were next to me, now it's gone
I lay still awake dreaming and its already dawn
Used to your body next to mine
Now can't sleep, you were so divine
I ended it, I know it was me
Made you believe in our future family
In our future plans, our future goals
But now together are only our souls
It's a winter day, you must be cold
Inside of me its cold to, and you I just want to hold
Used to not dream, because the life I wanted was right infront me
Now I only dream of you, and the real world I want to flee
If I could just sleep, my whole life through
In my dreams, I'd just be with you
In my dreams, I'd hold your hand
And in my dreams, I'd be forever your man
But who knows life and dreams
Maybe real life is a dream, then why does the hurt in this dream make me want to scream
If I could turn back time, we'd be together once again
It would all be like it is in my dream, like it was back then.


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Poem - "Mom"

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I grew up quickly, changing styles
I gave in quickly, my life was wild
I can't forget what you did for me
Had 6 years to my record, you cleared for me
You worked 2 jobs, just to give me a good life
You cry when you found out I broke up with the girl who should have been my wife
I'm sorry for the pain I caused
My mistakes in life, your tears never paused
You got me out of the worst things that came to me
You made me a better person in our family
I was still young, irresponsible, and dumb
I thought everything in life was just made for fun
But now years past and I do understand
I have to live the life of a man
You were always worried, and still are
Even when I was hated by most, you still said my son is a golden star
When you found out everything I did you cried
Believe me it's all in the past, I still hurt inside
I'm a different person, you have to understand
I miss my childhood days, when life was good when I held your hand
I have to move on with life, make my future good
I'm sorry lots of time's I didn't listen, I know I should
I havn't see you in 2 years, and missed you so
Now you don't know me, so much I did grow
But to I'm always grateful, you took me under your wing
If not for you, I'd probably be gone, hearing angels sing
I love you mom, you know it's true
My life's twisted as a tornado, and I know what I have to do

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Poem - "Life"

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Im only 18 and seen so much
Being a better person now trying to be seen as such
Realizing that life's not fair
Remembering my old life now, as I sit and compare
The streets were my childhood
But now I'm a man
Work, and living life as best as I can
Never did understand why life's not fair
But now I understand it's just god trying to prepare
Prepare us for the pasts mistakes
That in the future we are destined to make
In my 18 years
I've seen so many tears
Seen so many problems that wouldn't just stop
Seen so many people as on their knees they dropped
This society of living unfaithul
But understanding this, to god im grateful
I'm a better person now
And understand problems come when them I allow
Drugs, alcohol, cops and violence
Take a second to sit in silence
Everything I went through always had meaning
Two years have passed
My body's still cleaning
I've seen mothers cry, and fathers to
Parents asking me, what should they do
Fights, riots, and bloody strangers
People I know turning into angels
The people I knew, some up in the sky
The other's doing wrong, are just waiting to die
I tried to explain the life they're living isnt right
No one really listened, instead a blunt did ignite
It all started just 3 years ago
To the person I was then, now I am his foe
To the people I hurt I want them to forgive me
I was living life like it was a criminal drama on tv
I want to forget, when I was in that scene
Now i'm thinking right, and thanking god I'm clean
Thank you to my parents, who never stopped caring
I'm a different person now, this im declaring


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Poem - "Together No More" (To my ex, we were engaged)

Sitting here in the life I made
Memories in my head being replayed
I pick up a cigarrete and light it slow
Letting out the tears that I did not show
We saw each other from the distance
And gave love a chance
Remembering how slow, was our first dance
I'll never forget the things that past
And I'll never regret, because this love will last
I can't understand just want went wrong
And I never will understand where I belong
The time we spent, meant so much more
As if love grew wings, and angels did sore
It was real love that other's didn't understand
A man and a women fell in love as if God had it planned
We gave each other our hearts, gave each other our souls
But everything happened so fast, we both had no control
I wont forget your lips, your eyes, your nose
I wont forget your kiss, your smile, your little baby toes
Your little hand, that fit neatly in mine
I won't forget our first date, both our faces shined
It's so hard for me now, to think of this
Wanna say sorry, just for another kiss
For another hug, or for another touch
God only know's, I still love you so much
I still love your laugh, your giggle, your voice
If I could turn back time, I'd still make the same choice
The time we spent together
Were as if there was no change in the weather
You gave me warmth, a place to be
I sit here crying, remembering our plans about a family
I'd want a little boy or girl, only god really knows
They'd have your cheekcs, nose, lips, and cute little toes
They'd have your smile, your love, your big hazel eyes
Now I sit alone, with nothing but pain deep inside
This is the right choice, I keep telling myself
But you understand me, like nobody else
We were undefeatable, like Bonnie and Clyde
We felt stronger then anyone, with each other by our side
Time has changed things, now we both sit and we cry
I can't let myself call you, things will be even harder
Tell your mom I thank god everyday, that she raised such a wonderful daughter
I used to think, that our love would last forever
But I ask god now, then why arn't we together
It hurts me deep inside, because so hard I tried
Want you to forgive me, for when I lied
When I didn't care for you enough, or didn't notice
Now my eyes, seeing out of focus
The screaming, and stress, and always depressed
I don't want to go on, because you know the rest
It led to misunderstanding
To being so damn demanding
The love that shined just slowly dimmed
And feelings and care was slowly trimmed
There's so many things I'd wanna say
But I can't take the pain for another day
I know your hurting, and crying aloud
Remembering the promises I vowed
I asked you to marry me, so we could start our life
Yes was the answer, for you to be my wife
We lived happy, and free
We were everything that everyone else wanted to be
But things went wrong
And I want you to keep being strong
Your the most amazing women I know
And your love can only grow
But in time things changed
And less love was exchanged
I'll know you'll hate me
I'll know you'll miss me
I'll know you'll never forget the feeling when you kissed me
But neither will I, at nights when i'll cry
I'll at our pictures, and hurt down inside
But this is the choice, that will better us equally
Just promise me this, when life's tough, you'll think of me
I pray to god to see you again someday
I'll have the same 3 words to you that I'd say
I love you


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